[whisper]
i woke up because i couldn't fall asleep.
  And for the first time,
   i wondered
    Why i had been sleeping at all.
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...
....my heart is beating...
...
...
...
... it calls to her,
     begs for her
     Forgiving touch.
     it whispers
     the need of her
     like a prayer.
     but truelove,
       truelove,
     she is no angel;
     Toughlove,
     Toughlove,
     she
     is
     human.
How could you ever love a human?
     I'm a human.
      She is,
     All these different people,
     She is.
     And I am
      trying to be
       constant.
She never even tries.
She'll spill lies
  on the table,
like guts
or a royal flush.
She's that kind of gal,
And I was foolish
for ever loving her.

Then I woke up.
But I still love her.

--
...
...
...my heart is beating...
...but i am so blind...
...my heart is beating and...
...it cries
   for something
   unknown.

--

[whisper]
P A I N is nothing.

M I S E R Y is...life.
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